Monday, September 25, 2006
This week has been stressful. With the coy audit nearing, now is the qtr end, and recently I was assigned to do a daily report for Bernard, life became hectic. In fact, it was part of my job responsibility, however Deric been helping me to complete them for the past few months. Now, he handed the responsibility back to me. Amen.Despite encountering some hiccups for the 1st few days, such as spending almost all the time doing the report, burning off my weekends, staring at the screen intensely for the whole day, skipping lunch for this whole week to complete it, and ultimately led doubts into my mind. The stress level has hit the highest point once again. Felt like a living dead at the end of each day. Unable to be aware of everything that happened around me. The worst thing is that I got lost in time. Yesterday seems like a few days ago.
I suddenly thought, "Is it worth to battle against all odds for my job?, do I deserve them?"
At that moment, doubts are really making me fatigue, mentally.
However, life has to go on, and I believed this little stress is nothing.
What's all these little stress compared to some crisis other people are undergoing?
Mab
est simplement magnifique 12:42 AM