Friday, April 07, 2006
Well, this is what I feel... Gotta say it somehow...
Perhaps it doesn't really matter now, whether u see this a not. Maybe u will mad at me from today, bu yao ye ba le, but I got to say it somehow.You're the only love I've known.
No joke, well that's true.
I know it's been quite a while, but there's something on my mind.
I haven't been the same since the day at Esplanade Bay.
I give u my trust cos' I know u care.
Yet all I found is an empty space in me.
Believed u would have think I'm not understanding, never gave u a thought, but did I not?
(bullsh** u will say)
I've been thinking all day.
I think I have a problem, I supposed I think too much and I think I'd be better off without you.
Well, I guessed you're sweet and hard to get over, but this time I'll just have to.
Call me a jerk, scold me a petty bitch and curse me as u wish.
Cos' I'm not perfect, I'm not what u expected me to be and I want free.
(That's crap! Am I rite?)
Perhaps I never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me.
I guessed I'll never really be able to tell you how sorry I am.
I don't know why red fades before blue however it just does.
I don't know what it is about me that I just can't keep still.
(I never trust u, well, now I'll leave it to u)
I'm not trying to give my life meaning by demeaning you.
I would like to state that it is hard to start what I have done, but I just don't want to live it that way.
I'm not saying that I'm a saint.
I will never be a saint.
Squint your eyes and look closer, I'm not between you and your ambition, I'm a poster girl with no poster.
I am ruthless and soon u will be glad that we descended.
I'm sorry you're hurt inside.
I'm sorry I made you cry if I really do, but I believed u would get over this shortly.
Our relationship is lifting you up but dragging me down.
It makes me go round and round.
Well, time makes a stop then it's all gone. Funny how memories keep lingering on.
I wondered but I keep on falling in and out of love with you.
However, the ride with you was worth the fall, my friend.
Everyone falls in love sometime, sometimes it's right and sometimes it's wrong.
But there will come a point when we exhale.
Well, I'm a woman, good, bad, sensitive, emotion, it's all in me.
All at once it hurts me more than you know, so much more than it shows.
Mab
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